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[20 Dec 2009|01:03pm] |
![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) iam the Holly Golightly (Breakfast at Tiffany's) of InsaneJournal.
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[19 Dec 2009|03:54pm] |
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iam the Lestat de Lioncourt (The Vampire Chronicles) of Insanejournal.
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[13 Dec 2009|10:06pm] |
iam the Rayne (BloodRayne) of InsaneJournal.
I used to be ~wingsxonxfire, and I would like to have my claim moved to this username please :)
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[13 Dec 2009|09:58pm] |
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iam the Tom Kaulitz (guitarist of tokio hotel) of InsaneJournal
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[13 Dec 2009|12:17am] |
Dear you, you and you.
Stop having those ready-made ideas about me.
"She would never go with Daddy on his scooter !" Well seems I did, and I survived, even though I wasn't very fierce at the beginning.
"She will never apply for her driving license !" Well yes I did. Just needed time for it.
"You would never dye your hair !" Well maybe I will, when I want to ! I even know what colour.
"You will never go and see a shrink even though you need to !" I will. When I'm ready. I did it last year. I waited till I felt I was ready, then I went. And then I got better. And then that thing in June happened, but for now I feel better on my own.
You don't understand. You don't seem to. You all have those ideas about what I will and what I will not do, and then you are so surprised when I don't do what you expected me to. I can be whoever I want to be, and I will still be me.
So yes, for now I'm the girl who lost her mummy six months ago and is recovering from it - painfully, angrily, very slowly, but recovering. But I know I will get through this, with or without help. And this does not mean that I will stop living - I haven't, in case you haven't noticed.
Because at the same time I'm still the 19-year-old girl trying to enjoy her studies and planning her future.
With love,
Me.
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